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> Friday, September 24, 2004
5:47 PM

haiz......yesterdae waz jus a terrible terrible dae.had home econs practical exam n so nervous sia but wat 2 do still had 2 cook rite.dat stoopid jia hao alwaz bully me 1, gimme da wooden spatula to cook wif n refuse 2 lemme use da big knife 1st, if i noe dat we hav 2 share knife i would hav brought my own knife n at the same time use it 2 murder sum ppl, hahahahhahazzz i mad.k watever so when i wana cook dat time i dunno how 2 on da stove lor n spent lyk 10mins tryin 2 figure out how 2 on it.finally got it n fried da rice, da prawns took quite long 2 cook dunno y b i waz so slow, at home i cook faster.sighzz i garnish n serve 2 t'cher but she nv taste my food, hmm wonder how she grade.y she nv taste my food???my food no poison lehz!!!watever, so i quite disappointed, tink i got lowest in class.home econs sux, i m nv takin it 4 sec3.k 2dae oso sux, hav 2 pin up my hair n i look so weird, dat stoopid fuckin ms lim so wat 2dae keep us bac lorz, our class so quiet liaoz sumore can't go, but luckily amira let us off.hate my life, got so much exams cumin n mus study lyk siao, haiz hate exams!!!sianz man 2dae heard a rumour say wat sum ppl in da class hate us, wonder wat hav we dun wrong 2 de zui dem.it's not nice 2 b in a class where u noe mos gals dun lyk u, y can't we get along???jus hate da damn class 2 da core, miss 1faith, actually not relly la but in 1faith every1 was much more lyk a class.haiz...read jasmine's blog, saw a different side of her, sumtin lyk me cept dat she more popular.2dae got tupid oral exam 4 eng, tink i read too fast n describe veri lttle n dat chin chow go cut me off in middle of my conversation cos bell ring liao, i would much rather tok bout my pri sch cos der's so much 2 say.k dunno wat else 2 write so shall end here...

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> Wednesday, September 22, 2004
6:14 PM

haiz......so long nv blog ya cos i was lazy.2morrow got home econs prac test, veri da nervous cos scared da food will taste not nice, sigh....den sumore i haven finish da coursework, damn worried.anywaz...life iz so borin, took out dad's flute n practice 4 1/2h, so hard 2 blow ya lyk need so much air 2 sustain, finally blew a nice sound out n so happi, watever.stoopid school, make us brin bac all da books so heavy, my arm nearly break k it's not as heavy as my instrument though.2dae mornin assembly saw my sec4 senior, felicia receivin an award, nv met her b4 but i interested 2 noe how she look lyk.anywaz i crappin here.2dae got chinese test, tink i fail liao la, actually suppose 2 hav geog test oso but luckily postponed.lucky 4 me cos i nv study.heard fr junqiang dat now da 2H oso dun hav student counsellor, is all humility classes lyk dat, i wonder.k i beta go do da home econs coursework, baiz..

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> Friday, September 17, 2004
6:19 PM

haiz...so long nv blog cos da damn comp lorz, got 19 viruses detected, wah lao lyk so many, no wonder can't function.sigh.......2dae arh so sleepy dunno y, almost slept during art lesson, cos da fan so big n made me so drowsy.haiz, yesterdae i so dui lian, got da julia gabriel rehearsals lor n i nv even prepare, luckily my class 2nd las 2 go on stage ah but still 1E ppl dere wat, watever.k went on stage 1st cos other group da ppl not all here n dey were makin noise, walk out alone, everythin so blur cos nv wear specs.sigh...nearly trip n fell cos of da stoopid mike, k did not noe mus do action tot it was off, but mus n i jus froze holdin onto da mike, so paiseh.every1 did quite well, den i my turn again, got da giggles, stood down dere n laugh my head off, i so idiot, finally said sumtin into da mike but voice so shaky, argh!!! i blew it n yet i m da leader n director, srry guys i noe it's my fault.anywaz be cumin badder dis daes, socks so low, shirt tuck out n 2dae wore my tie loose.hahazz i pai kia liaoz.anywaz, 2dae decided 2 go 4 band instead of taf but in da end dun hav n cheryl go home liao so wat 4 go taf, so borin.went northpoint zou zou saw so many ppl hangin wif frenz, suddenly remind me of pri sch daes, those daes ah so carefree, dun hav 2 bother bout anytin, jus go sch play, miss my frenz lotz, it's hard 2 find da exactly da same frenz.haiz...final year exams cumin liaoz, so fast 1 year pass, nxt year sec2 liaoz, gonna hav meimeiz n didiz, da sec1s la, suddenly feel so old.haiz, i veri worried bout da exam sia, so many topics, wonder how can memorize all.theodora hangin wif monica n me now, so is lingli, kinda feel weird wif more ppl round me.anywaz 2morrow gtg 2 sum concert, dunno go wif who leh, all ppl hav frenz in band cept 4 me, i m a loner.actually it's not dat i dun wanna tok 2 ppl, it's jus dat i prefer ppl 2 tok 2 me 1st, if dey noe me beta, dey will noe dat i m not a kuai, quiet n borin gal 1.sighz, k naf of crappin buaizzz..

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> Saturday, September 11, 2004
11:29 AM

k yesterdae sumtin which i did not expected happened, i went out wif da seniors!!!had sectionals at 12 n i was late so i lyk chiong 2 da skool jus 2 find none of them dere, went 2 band room n it was locked.i had actually tot dat my ear got prob n had heard wrongly dat got sectionals lorz, was walkin 2 da toliet when debbie shouted hi across da canteen.she came wif zoee, sinyi, wenqi n jolene.ask me if band room opened n i said no, so dey all go find t'cher 2 ask 4 key while i sat n wait.came bac n said none of da t'cher in charge around, i was lyk oh great now wat, den da zoee suggest go bowlin.wah lao i was relly shocked lyk cos i nv bowled b4 n i dunoo where da place iz lorz.b4 we left debbie called mr ng,kok wey n phyllis la but none of dem hav da key n onli mr white has it n kok wey say he may not be here in time 2 open da room, so off we went bowlin wif dis 1 guy, tink da name is shawn la.i feel so out of place cos dey dun talk 2 me much, anywaz had 2 walk quite far lor in da hot sun 2 sum kind of club at da mrt station.went in n had 2 pay lyk $24 al 2gether, 4 1 game, shoes n da lanes.da shoes wear quite funny so colourful n childish lyk, n da rest deir shoes no lace 1 cept 4 wenqi n me.k quite scared i will make a fool out of myself but luckily i las la.took da heavy ball n jus sort of push it too lightly, i tot it would not even make it 2 da end, kinda nervous cos every1 watchin me.k it did knoc down da pins la, n i tink played quite ok.nxt few times played kinda bad, da ball kept rollin 2 da side n did not knoc down any pins, so paiseh.da holes too small 4 my finger n got stuck but i managed 2 pull it out b4 bowlin.sumtin relly funny happened nxt, it was debbie's turn 2 bowl la n wenqi was lyk jeerin her, deb sort of wanted 2 cross her legs behind lyk those professional players when dey bowl but sum how she fell down.hahazz, so funni n she went 2 strangle wenqi.dey got bored n went 2 play snooker,so i jus stood dere n watch.after da game finished we went bac 2 skool, n i felt guity cos we were suppose 2 hav sectionals but we went bowlin instead but after all da band room was not open so i guess quite ok la, but another thing was dat i did not tell my parents i went bowlin cos i noe dey won agree 1 but after i came bac home i told dem n dey were ok bout it cept told me 2 tell dem where i was goin 1st.hmmm...da attendance list change liao, now go accordin 2 section n i da onli junior, so pathetic but riki oso onli 1 but he get along well wif jasmine so he nvm 1 la.k gtg bbz...

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> Wednesday, September 08, 2004
6:18 PM

2dae band prac so sui, so many bad things happened.
1.i came late.actually i can make it 2 da band room in time but i walked da overhead bridge cos rainin n i no umbrella.i n 1 boy came at same time n he try 2 enter but went out again so i thought can't go in oso, how dumb was i 2 follow him.den he went in n i oso follow, every1 stared at me lyk i alien, had 2 crept over instruments n stands 2 get 2 kok wey n tell him y i came late, actually i was da onli latecomer who did dat, so paiseh.walk bac dat time , knocked down da flute's stand, arghhh!!
2.found out seniors not here, so had 2 set chairs, stand, files n my instrument.had 2 walk over ppl's instrument n mearly knock down their stands, majorly paiseh.
3.got bac n seniors finally arrived, late oso la, waz about 2 set stand n found out dat it was faulty, so had 2 go through da squeezy place again n chg stand.volunteer 2 take chairs 4 seniors, big mistake.every1 had 2 lyk make way 4 me 2 move in da middle of their tuning, argh!!!
4.when i was jus settlin down 2 blow, found out my valve veri da hard, need da valve oil but can't get it cos every1 blowin, had 2 play wif a faulty valve, so mad!!!
5.shockin news, deb told me had 2 brin my instrument bac n meet up at each other's home to practice!!!luckily in da end no need cos da da ppl find it weird, say practice on fridae mornin.thought bout wat it would be lyk, me draggin da damn big case home on da bus.
6. still can't blow colonial collage da whole song cos can't pitch da high notes properly, i tink i da onli stupid 1 who can't blow but atleast can blow sum, las time dey play i chill 1.
k dat's my life in band 2dae, buaizzz.

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> Tuesday, September 07, 2004
1:36 PM

k after so many daes of not bein able 2 blog, thx 2 my damn com, i finally can now.yay!!!actually it's not quite rite, i can't choose da font n lyk sum icons hav disappeared, o watever as long as i can blog.k yesterdae went out wif monica n frenz 2 watch cinderella story.actually we sort of didn't hang 2gather cos sum wanted 2 go separate ways so i went round wif theodora, monica n her fren la.ate at long john's n met wan hwa,cindy n 1 other gal, theodora was lyk so freaked bout seein dem dunno y.den we went shoppin round, i spotted monica's doggie onli a bigger version, she said both doggies smell da same n so monica n i went mad smellin doggies in da shop.mad rite?anywaz i saw lotz of nice things but too broke 2 buy, nvm nxt time mus brin more money. wanted 2 take neoprinz but dey duyn 1, oh well.den we walk 2 esprit n sort of hang round da makeup area 4 abit, den got dis lady lyk wanna sell us dis stuff wich i dun even noe wat it waz use 4 cos i dun even lyk touch makeup 1.we said we dun 1 any n on da way up stairs, theodora said she look lyk a transexual, wich waz lyk so funni.anywaz we walked 2 heeren n i went ga-ga over da bags n stuff, k den we went 2 hmv n listen 2 music , wanted 2 buy sum cds but no money lorz.den went up shoppin n spotted kimberly n chee ying, dey show us deir neoz.after lyk walkin so much we decided 2 sit down n lyk theodora gav me dis guy's house no. n i dun even noe who he iz lor cept dat she lyks him.k den meet bac at orchard cineleisure again n watch da movie.kinda nice la, da mother so bad lorz n sum1 even call her bitch in da mids of da movie,hahahaz.went home after dat but jos and jan still wanted 2 go on shoppin so split again.haiz 2mrw tink got 'toot' leh, dun wanna go cos so sianz but hav 2, anywaz gtg so buaizzzz...

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